from The Tunnel
Froissart. Adams. Gobineau. Like checkers, some king the carpet’s squares. Sober books. Bawds. They preoccupy my armchair like an injury. They press in. Ockham. Austen. Von Frisch. Pound. In overcoats. In satins. With illustrations. Aprons. Pindar. Heavy. Worn. Hardy, Hawthorne, Hazlitt, Hemingway, Henty, Hopkins, Housman, Hume. With loose bent torn dry yellow pages and broken glueless backs, some shaken outside of themselves, Webster, Ford, Lombroso, Chapman, Cleland, Chaucer, Berkeley, Boccaccio, Swift, by time, humidity, rough handling, their ferocious contents, Flavius Josephus, Bussy D’Ambois, some scratched, some marred with annotations, underlinings, exclamations, thumbprints, smears, Poe, Thomas, Plautus and Petronius, stained, checked, dented, mottled, eaten. Ibsen. And if anyone I knew—Chekhov, Veblen—were like that, I would flee them. But from Bradley? Burns? Bernanos? Browning? Gilded edges? Gaudy. Slick. They know how to age—each—they fly through time like a stone. King Lear. Colette. Une Vie. Le Corbusier. La Rochefoucauld. I have thrown them. Yes. They have broken me. Slammed them down. Been brought low. “The Good Anna.” Keller. “Boule de suif.” Embossed. In suede. Defoe. Received for birthdays, with a ribbon or a tasseled string and soiled by dedications, nameplates, erasures like rapacious moths, librarians’ pastes and inks. Great Expectations. We speak of their backs, their fronts, their spines . . . their bodies. Funny. Flatulent. Forsaken. Fielding. Frost. Find Planmantee. He’s somewhere—living his life inside a life like Madame Bovary—somewhere where nothing else is as it is, where everything’s as something else is, resembling the resembled to infinity—in metaphysics, mathematics, magic—where all are kith and kin and none are kind. I see Homer. He’s ceased singing, and sirens now warn us away. My lines suffer interruption, and these covers close over me. Hegel. Iamblichus. Pliny. Plato. Where is the Western Front now, you foolish old man? that trench of entrancing shadows, cardboard cutouts, supple fires? Don’t lie to me. The pokey where Socrates swigged his Dramamine was a hole in a hill. And Plotinus is also a cavern. These days the darkness that lies under the mind like the cool shade of a stream bottom yields our only safety, for to rush to the light is to Gloucester-out the eyes; bedazzled by death, to go over the top at someone else’s whistle and war shout, to fume up and fizz fast, die dirty, die young. Chatterton. What is a book but a container of consciousness, a draft of cantos? Through a curtain of concepts I watch blemishless girls, young Kierkegaard in all his disguises, Empedocles as a fish, bird, and girl, Stendhal and Byron like boys about their boasting, Boswell accosting his whores, Cellini, another braggart, honest Casanova, Pepys at table, Henry Miller, Gide committing Chopin and other indiscretions, Cudworth, Claudel, Jeremy Taylor, Mörike and then Baudelaire—the most beautiful name of all. Vico. Verlaine. Michelangelo—the most beautiful—Mallarmé—the most beautiful—Sophocles—the most beautiful name of all. The names of idols, vandals, heroes, lovers, cutthroats and cutpurses, gods . . . of guttersnipes and villains, thugs, poseurs, seducers, patsies . . . drunks . . . ¶Hear me, Hesiod: to sing of what will be, as well as all that was, takes more than the gift of a voice, these days, it takes a stomach stronger than a tomb. ¶The gods speak only of the gods. ¶In those days, then, what are we to do? What have we done? Villon. ¶There’s Demosthenespolishing his teeth with stones. Quintilian.
